do you know where you are?

seeing makes us all blind
So i was thinking...if their is one thing in life that is a blessing just as much as a curse...it's the gift of vision...for it is vision that attracts us...but also vision that scares us, disgusts us, and angers us...it makes you beutiful, ugly and mostly self-conscious. It is vision that made me want to get close to you....and that same gift of sight tore me away. Sight makes us all more shallow, and brings us to make unrational absent minded decisions ...but at times, it can open our minds and expand our hearts... sometimes i wish i was blind...but i would miss your smile.

Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: rilo kiley

so i had this horrible mean angry entry posted... and then i watched a Charlie Brown Christmas...(its my favorite movie ya know!) and i'm in a better mood now...so i deleted the old entry....eww! i've just been kissed by a dog uggh!...

...really love me for who i am...and i promise to always be there...

Current Mood: joyful
Current Music: Shoder on the piano

so um... i got a flower this weekend...its doesn't smell good...it doesn't have soft petals either, as a matter of fact they're kinda sharp...and i can't pick the petals off to play 'he loves me he loves me not'...but its the best flower in the whole world...and i have it... thankyou...im glad i got to see smalltown for the first time ever... and a little bit of brad's band... ilove brad...and ofcourse hide your eyes = amazzin... i hope i see them again on sunday...anyways.......pine knob con AL y Cameo?....oh god...CAMEO + ANA + PINE KNOB...best thing in the world!.....not to mention ALBERT!!!!!!!!!!...porfavor!!!!!!!! um... i think i like kids now...which...is kind of weird...except little bambinos...im afraid i'll accidently break them....over all ...good weekend, and i've been realizing lately that i have some of the best friends in the whole world.....and i have an aaron which is even better...... LOVE,FLOWERS AND BAMBINOS...

Current Mood: inlovewithyouandAL
Current Music: BLUR..!

daddys movin to california...

pizzelies and bambinos saturday!.....okay....

most importantly....... the MACHINIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....tomorrow, tomorrow .....it comes out tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......who's coming with me?????????....no really...anyone...i'll pay for your ticket...come on... plaese!! .........anyone???...i'll show you some tities!...okay fine.....................by the way, i threw up during 2nd hr today..........love

Current Mood: dirty
Current Music: wolf eyes...grrrr....

................How Much of a Hero is Enough?...................... IF... You knew exactly where i was and knew how to save me.....would you take the time to come rescue me?... Would you put down your guitar for just 10 minutes and come get me?...And, if your car was low on fuel would you spend $5 to fill it up just so you could take me home?...Even if you were saving that money to go see a new indie film next weekend?... BUT,... What if i had no home to go to?...would you let me sleep in your room?...in your bed?...could we share your pillow? ...or, ... would you ignore your call to save my world? -------------------------found this today in one of my old journals, (dated 9/27/04)

Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: ananananathallo

Okay the whole 3 people who are going to read this, LISTEN UP! tomorrow is BND!!!!!!!!!!! and you all know what that means....if i haven't made it clear enough let me repeat myself for the fiftybillionth time.... tomorrow is but nothing day...not buy a little bit day...or just buy gas for my shitty car day...buy NOTHING day....so if i find one receipt in any of your pockets i will have to disown you....oh and remember there are 2 BNDs...one tomorrow (day after turkey day)....and then

DEC. 26.......so be strong...resist the impulse to splurge....

NOW, .........if you think that BND is stupid...then you need to do some research before you make up your mind...deal? ..............http://adbusters.org/metas/eco/bnd/................i dont know how to do links so either type this in ....okay.....so if this doesn't convince you..then fine......

..............i still love you.........i could never stay mad at you...your too cute!........ bye bye!

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: THE RAPTURE...

....i hate livejournal... i dont understand.......how do you work?... ..1 more day of school.....mmmmtoday...someone threw popcorn at me...and ...i spilled hot wax all over my hands...resulting in third degree burns!...no..i lie...but it stung quite a bit...picturesof katie...my love...i need to see aaron STAT. loveloveloveloveloveloveloeveloeveloevelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove....and boots that smell like incense...

Current Mood: dreamfilled???..okay
Current Music: dismebemnrbmnerement.....plan

F*ck me! ...please?

oooooooohh gggod!!!!!!!!! let me empahsize ..please..........i have a massive bruise on my chest...i wish it was a hickey....but its not....i'm guessing its from the show last night......as a matter of fact i look like i've been raped... every inch of my naked body is bruised....okay....katie was here...and i got some amazing pictures of her....once i download them i'll post them....well actually ..shes naked in most of them...so...i don't know about that... i have to type a 5 page paper within 2 hours...no problem...i am so frustrated!!!

I AM GOING TO FUCK SOMEONE TOMMOROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...the first person i see...so..for some of you ...tomorow will be your lucky day...and for others..well, this is a warning....

..love for all..

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: wilco

ohhhhhhh godddd!!! i love the zoo.......! i love my animals....i had so much fun!!!...before the zoo closes for winter everyone needs to go....STAT! no joke ...okay...umm may favorite part! the camels..for sure... LOVE, and all that

Current Mood: and a little excited
Current Music: buddy holly...and i dont know why

I hope you all just fade away

since no one is going to read this ... i guess i can write whatever i want...and i think i will...........................okay.......emotion breakdown.......FUCK ME!!!!!!! i feels so numb ...i feel like im dying...everyday i go to school and i physicaly think im dying,.......i feel numb ......i have nothing to live for......i have nothing to die for.......crying doesn't mean anything anymore...i feel desensitized to the world...after what iv'e seen, nothings shocking...i don't get excited anymore...and if i do its fake......i dont love ...i dont hate... i wish i could just get angry and break something...but its hypocritical...fuck school...fuck you...and fuck me.... i haven't had sex for months.....and i haven't loved for years.....i hope you all just fade away............ Love

~Ana

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: The Rapture

~Ana

Current Mood: numb
Current Music: The Rapture

so...uh...livejournal...this makes me really nervous...i wish my journal was colorful and bright and full of pictures and smelled like insence...but its plain and ugly and no one is going to want to read it...i wish someone could help me with it...and i also wish i had my kitten... GOODNIGHT MY LOVE... and sleep with both eyes shut

Current Mood: kill me please
Current Music: new blur cd...i wish..

why am i here?...
often the simplest questions can be the most difficult to answer...hmmm..ok so.. recent events...jamie weiner is in rehab..and soon to be jail...oh and another one of alex's friends died...u..ok now the really important stuff...katie leaves for seattle on friday...i love my katie...oh and i talked to cameo today...soo cool...i went to ann arbor today..and some how ended up in the ghettos of detroit....? hmmmmmm... well thankgod for horny homeless guys..and strange gas station attendents..um..aaron is still gone..oh..after an awkard family thing..i went to a bonfire on saturday night...i saw some cool lake orion kids...blah blah blah...cameo! ok and um speaking of her i think i have a picture some where...

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: oh boy! oh boy! commander

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